Saturday, July 26, 2014

347 - And no trick was even needed

It's like, I've been through a whole world of experiences, and I'm exploding with the fear and joy of feeling those, and my whole mind is coming down to ashes, rising back to skies, between every two lines of my code.

Monday, July 14, 2014

346 - Asshole-ism, as a way of behavior

People are divided into two main categories. Those who I care for, and those who I don't. Fortunately [ or maybe unfortunately ], the first group is not small at all. It's actually quite big when I compare it to that of other people around me. Well, that's not a matter of discussion here.

If you are one of the people I care for, I'd spend good amount of resources (time, energy, etc) for you. The more important you are, the more resources are allocated for you. Sadly for you, one of this resources is the energy my inner child has for teasing people. So, the more important you get, the more of a valid target for my nice asshole-ism you would be come.

On the other hand, if you are in the second group, I don't even would like to spend energy to block my ugly asshole-ism towards you. And that's really ugly. If you are acting dumb, it's cool. But if I realize you are actually dumb and the dumb shit you are saying is actually from your dumb mind, GOD have mercy on your soul. I might suddenly rain crap on you, cause I can, and you are not important enough for me to stop my self.

So, to sum it all up, I act as an asshole sometimes (act like would have been just the wrong way of putting it way, it's real.) It comes in two ways, either I care for you and that's my nice asshole-ism, which I don't want to stop, I like it, or I don't care for you, so, I'm just sorry, that's part of my dark side, and that's a price you are paying [ most probably for your idiotic acts or words ]