349 - Abnormal

Went out for some stuff today.

Stuck in the traffic on the way back, thoughts hit me.

It hit me hard. Looking from outside, I'm acting a bit abnormal, at least when it comes to media and socializing.

Dad got me a ticket to some awesome-ass concert. I am so not planning to go.

People love going to concerts, I'd rather sit at home and listen to the same music in my own peace and freedom.

People love watching series. They follow them. Wait for the next episode to come out, and then go and lock them selves in on their laptop screen. I don't recall when was the last time I watched an episode of any series. It probably should have been sometime back in February or so, and it was definitely an episode of The Big Bang Theory.

People like movies, they follow some directors and actors like religious people follow their religions. When there is a discussion about movies, I probably can participate a bit, since I still remember some names. And I can recall that I watched some movies, and I liked them, or for some, loved them. I can remember 2007, when I watched every single movie of the year I could get my hands on. But now, in 2014, I don't even have a big enough movie-mind-span to watch a two-hour movie without stopping it at least once. [ That is unless it's an animation. Something about the colors still keeps me really entertained.]

People tend to text each other over Viber and Whatsapp and all of such for hours. They share their feelings, they chat about stuff, and spend their time 'socializing' throughout text messages and funny pictures and videos. I'd rather spend my social time, talking to people for real. If I can meet them, or if not, I'd rather call them. I'd rather take advantage of the fact that internet is Semi-down in this Country half of the time, and use it as an excuse to text people over the good 'ol SMS. To call them on their numbers, and talk to them about what I could have resolved with a simple Viber message, so I can hear their voices as well.

Yeah. Apparently, it seems a bit abnormal. But it's all cool. If I only managed to watch some movies again, that would be better. Apparently, I'd be missing too much art if I don't.

348 - Friend

First time that I met you, you were just a classmate of a friend, and all that got my attention was the fact that you were too short. [ I know, I'm an asshole. You don't tell some one they are short, it's not nice. ]

I grew into liking you, befriending you, and keeping you as one of the dearest friends. You have grown into understanding me, where apparently not so many other people do.

I can't convey it by words, how much I'm going to miss you, when you take all your stuff, and move all the way to the other side of this world of ours. But then again, it hurts so much to feel, better not to hurt others with the words of the feeling.

Let's just make sure you know how precious you and your friendship are for me, and how awesome it was to meet you, to befriend you, and to ever share any piece of a talk with you.

P.S: I give you all the rights to be pissed for my upcoming absence, but make sure you stop hating for it before you leave.