358 - You've Gone Away [ Soon, to be! ]

I can't recall how many times I left you alone with this city. I can sit and count, but my mind just does not work that well right now.

But out of all the times I left you with this town alone, when I was gone for a semester, or when I was gone for a work period in Genapsys, I can sure recall how each time you looked forward to me coming back.

Now you are leaving. You are just leaving the town, and I'm not sure if you'll ever come back.

I can not stop you. I will not stop you.

Just please remember, if there was ever a storm around, and you were scared, I'm always going to answer your calls and calm you down.

[ Not my typical blog post. Heartache going on. Best I can do ]

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I want to hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph, and I know it serves me well
I want to hold you high and steal your pain

[ Seether , Amy Lee - Broken ]

۳۵۷ - ورق

آره
راست می‌گی..
شاید یکی باشه که من خیلی دوست‌ش داشته باشم و هیچ وقت نفهمه.
آره لعنتی سبزه‌رو.
شاید تو باشی که من خیلی دوستت دارم، شاید تو باشی که من با خنده‌هات دیوانه‌وار فریاد می‌کشم، شاید تو باشی که وقتی حرف‌های منطقی می‌زنی دلم قنج بره و وقتی پای چت میگی «بغل» من خل شم.
و شاید، فقط شاید، تو هیچ وقت نفهمی که چقدر دوستت دارم احمق.